February 2012
3 posts
January 2012
17 posts
September 2011
2 posts
ugh.
I never thought i’d hate myself as much as I do now.
I put a smile on so you’ll believe that everything is ok….
June 2011
5 posts
“How do you explain to someone—who has never had an eating disorder—that fat is a...”
– Purge by Nicole Johns (via frail-limbs)
April 2011
2 posts
March 2011
4 posts
Had surgery this morning.
It wasn’t too fun, but hey at least I don’t have school for the rest of the week. (: I haven’t really been on here in awhile but i’m 109 and with my surgery there is no way I won’t make it to my goal weight! I hope everyone has a wonderful rest of the day(:
Had surgery this morning.
It wasn’t too fun, but hey at least I don’t have school for the rest of the week. (: I haven’t really been on here in awhile but i’m 109 and with my surgery there is no way I won’t make it to my goal weight! I hope everyone has a wonderful rest of the day(:
February 2011
16 posts
Very upbeat workout completed.
I’ve needed that like all week. I’ve been slacking. Still at 114. Hoping my workout will help me with that. I want to be 110. I WILL BE 11O. End of story. My next goal weight will be completed soon. That’s my promise to myself.
I hope everyone has a wonderful day or rest of the day now.
I'm curious
as to how many people,that i’m following or that are following me, actually smoke. I know I myself can’t get through the day without at least having one stogie but how many ladies on here smoke themselves?
I was out until 3 in the morning
and I binged a shit load. A little over 1,000 cals. I broke down, cried myself to sleep and hated myself for what I did. I was terrified to get on the scale this morning. The strange thing is, when I finally opened my eyes and looked at that number…….I had dropped two pounds. How the fuck does that happen? Shouldn’t I have gained weight? Don’t get me wrong I love that I...
Got home from school and worked out.
For about an hour. I’m satisfied for now. Going to work out again when I get back home later. I’m beating myself up for my binge two days ago.
Starting my fast again tomorrow. I can’t stand not being the weight that I want to be.